Saturday, September 08, 2012
Sometimes, life can be sucha bitch you know.
I can proudly say that I am a pretty easygoing and optimistic person in general.
However, I really hate some things that are happening in my life right now.
It is so sad that as one gets older, you start to realise that many things cannot be as simple as they used to be.
It's like, nothing is pure anymore.
Even for something such as hanging out together, there could be a hidden agenda somewhere or if there wasn't any in the first place, there may be one eventually. Somehow.
Perhaps some years ago, I detested backstabbing. Now, I realise that hidden agendas are as vital as that.
These two behaviour are probably the same kind, related to the ugly mind of human beings.
Alright, this probably isn't like the FIRST time I am disturbed by this.
But seriously, I really dontlikedontlikedontlike.
To the people who have known me for a long time, you probably know that I believe in fate.
I still do.
Even if sometimes, it can be painful or hurtful.
But, at the end of the day. I know that if it not meant to be, it will never be.
And what is meant for you, will eventually present itself again.
Opportunities, studies, or people.
BUT. I really hate people who try to play God.
Incept your mind, brainwash you, or paint a beautiful picture to disillusion you.
I have a mind of my own.
Don't try to change it. The end result, tested and proven, will not be pleasant.
Currently in the process of restructuring my life.
And... I think I want to do it by myself.
Because, I can only do it by myself.
i came to shout at 6:34:00 PM
