Friday, May 18, 2012
woah woah, blogger changed a new look.
hmms.
anyway, im at the last leg of my sep before everything more or less comes to a closure.
yes.
my exams are coming.
and yes.
i am so dead.
well, before going on my scandinavian trip some weeks ago, i barely got myself approved for one more paper.
and just a couple of hours ago, i just finished the last assignment i need to do before getting myself approved for the exam (given that nothing goes wrong for this course) :/
yeah perhaps i can let out a small sigh of relief... i am finally qualified to take all 4 exams.
PHEW.
okay so the next few weeks is gonna be intensive and i really cant afford to waste too much time.
honestly speaking, i am really afraid that i would not be able to pass.
its like, i need to study one whole sem of work in just a few days.. about 3 days a course.
yes, and i have 4 courses.
and i repeat again.
i am so dead.
okay besides this school talk, i wanna whine a bit about travelling too.
just yesterday, i finally confirmed my return flight home.
this return flight thing is totally a nightmare.
not gonna describe it here but yeah, you can ask me bout it when im back home.
and thanks to my dear friend who at least designed our travel route for a month plus, i got a little less to think about.
however, i still got about 10 days of blank to fill up.
what i mean by blank is really BLANK - nobody to go with, nowhere to go.
okay, at least yesterday, i found an old friend who, thank God, hasnt planned anything for himself yet.
PHEW.
so so so, all may not look that bad yet.
i just need time to think and map the cheapest, most logical route for my BLANK.
you know, i really wanna do so many things at SEP but time is running out.
before embarking on this journey, everyone simply tell me to have fun, try whatever i want, dont come back with regrets and all.
but seriously, all of these cannot come together.
when i go all out, i return from the trip feeling like shit because i got so much work piled up.
(AND THERE IS ALWAYS THE PHOBIA OF NOT BEING ABLE TO TAKE THE EXAM, yes it isnt even about FAILING it, its about QUALIFYING for it boohoo)
and i guess no matter how much i try, i already have some regrets.
things like not learning the Norwegian language, not skiing enough, not going to Stavanger or Lofoten, not climbing mountains (MAYBE there is still some chance?), blah blah blah.
finally, on a more positive note.
although i havent really been homesick or what, i am a little glad that i am returning home soon.
(YAH LAH, i know my SOON is still more than two months away LOL).
i miss my hawker centre food man.
so many choices, cheap, convenient.
while i picked up proper cooking here (chinese food, western, blah blah), i really hate having to allocate time to cook before you can actually eat.
cooking a big batch of food and storing isnt really the thing for me too because i dont really like to eat repeated food consecutively.
yupp yupp.
alright, shall i sleep now or study?
study... what to study?
:(
i came to shout at 5:19:00 AM
