Friday, October 14, 2011
alrighty, i gotta blogging mood today as inspired by my dear phy teacher (:
recently been talking to so many people that its kinda confusing who told me what.
but again, i like hearing from different people, keeping up with different things.
but to those who're talking to me with a hidden agenda, thankyouverymuch for your time.
NEXT please.
and yes, no more tuition cos my tutee has ended her exams. WOOHOO!
these couple of months teaching her was really rewarding in terms of money (ofcos) and exposure.
seriously, the fifteen-year-olds of today are so different from how we used to be.
and yes, environment at home and school plays an important part in shaping these youth too.
no no, VERY important part.
anyway, to do some justice to my tutee, its not as though her life is totally in a mess or what.
there are some parts which i really envy.
for example, simple and carefree life.
when people grow older and gathers more 'wisdom', they tend to become more complex and most of the time, 'evil' as well.
i honestly miss the days when you can interact freely with people, knowing that they truly have no secret motives or what.
tell me tell me, where can you find such interaction nowadays!
oh well. probably only with your close friends, old friends.
so yupp.
been talking alot to the jc peeps recently.
as usual, we are always full of nonsense and insanity (:
our characteristic. our trademark.
even though we are spread all over the world now with different time zones, different lives and different future-to-come, our connection from the common past is still there.
same old people, same old crap.
if if if.
if only jc could last a few more years so that we can spend more time together.
carefree, happiness and destruction MUAHAHAHAHAHA!
and so, i was stalking one of my jc tutors this afternoon.
really missed hearing his voice talking to us, teaching or simply chit-chatting.
(and no, he is not a young hunk. married man with two kids alright.)
while reading his posts and videos, all the jc memories just returns naturally.
(okay i know i got a really poor memory but even if i dont rem the details, i rem the essence of my jc life alright.)
the good stuff is always sweet. and the bad stuff, ohwell, vague as the brain chooses to remember it that way.
but no matter what, i believe that my jc mates had as good a time in jc as me.
given the choice, we will choose to go through jc one more time.
and most importantly, TOGETHER.
also, i will make better decisions this time.
alright, there is really no point talking about the past.
even if my mind is there, i am physically in the present.
the harsh reality.
so, the present.
i truly believe that everyone is in control of their own lives.
perhaps not fully, but mostly.
you steer the direction you wanna go.
you will decide what you want.
no doubt sometimes there may be some obstacles or distractions in your way, you will eventually find the way out of it or even through it.
and at the end of the day, you arrive at your destination.
i came to shout at 11:13:00 PM
