Thursday, May 20, 2010
why why why do i feel so misunderstood sometimes?
even when i'm damn unhappy about everything, i still have to pacify people and in the process, make myself feel worse.
it's really not within my control how others' excuses will affect my actions and the outcome.
worse of all, confiding in others is supposed to make me happier but why do i end up with more unhappiness in the end?
why do i have to account to people even more than what i account to my parents for?
why isn't there just a bit more of understanding?
and i'm always at the losing end because i was wrong in the first place.
it's just not fair.
i don't like.
i came to shout at 6:14:00 PM