Wednesday, January 06, 2010
its really frightening to live in fear all the time.
for a moment, you can feel like the happiest girl in the world, nothing more to ask for.
and before you realise it, in the next moment, you just feel damn terrible and afraid.
as this goes on and on, in the worst scenarios, you just hope that you can die and leave no traces of your existence after that.
while hoping that you will be remembered, you hope that you will be forgotten as well.
sucks.
and i know its all my fault to begin with.
boos. the worst part is, i dont know how to remedy it.
ARGHS.
i just pon another training today.
(thats 3 outta 4 trainings for track.)
lousy vice capt.
well, feeling sian sian to do anything.
okay the truth is.... i really H A T E running. boos.
sometimes i wonder...
how many people actually still read my blog.
i came to shout at 5:12:00 PM
