Monday, March 10, 2008
someone just asked me if i had been happier since my last happy day.
hmm. maybe yes maybe no.
seriously i dunoe.
i look back and think about what happened this week, the ones which i rem most clearly are the ones thats made me sad, disappointed, lost, confused and pissed.
like last last thurs,
just this friday night,
saturday whole day,
and this afternoon.
hah. and if i try and think harder...
i remember the quite fun JTS we had with 6p at pizzahut even thou it was pretty sad that both elise n jiemin couldnt make it.
i remember watching Leap Year which was really quite nice.
i remember the fun we had at make-up swimming lesson today.
i remember nothing else.
i mean, i think im really not that unfortunate.
like theres really nice ppl ard me, in class [theres really no nd to mention names rite? (:], in sch, and outside sch.
but sometimes, i just become damn lost when sth happen or when i discover sth shocking.
everything just pile up in my mind.
i just feel, im losing bits n pieces of myself slowly.
and the worse thing is,
i cannot do anything to stop it.
i came to shout at 8:27:00 PM
