Friday, February 15, 2008
meows. tired.
stayed back until 9plus for dramafeste rehearsal just now...
n its nt just e time i guess.
friday's lessons always exhaust me. until 3.30 ehhh.
sucha LONG DAY.
the only time i rem not being tired on a friday was cos i slp from 7pm on thurs until 6+am friday so i was damn energetic the whole of that particular friday.
hahahs ohwells.
yest also qt tired.
think im like more n more no life each day cos i spend my valentine's in school doing nth much, hanging out wit random ppl, go for huangcheng n finaly, crossing the bridge n gg home on my own.
alrites. give credit to junshyang for randoming wit me, releasing a balloon wit me n walking me out to the gate lah. hahahas.
last yr, this time i was hanging out wit my squadmates.
this yr somehow, just dun feel like doing anythng... just wanna stone slack n emo.
abit disappointed but then agn, maybe its expected. haiz.
so on my way home, i thought abt alot of things...
n i was dumb enough to sit at the busstop stoning, waiting for a sms reply to come.
wells. the reply i wanted nv came anw.
come to think of it, i have been doing alot of dumb things, making dumb decisions etc ever since i left stnicks.
act its really alrite being dumb if u can get over it n move on.
but i just cant to seem to be able to let go of some stuff.
bleahhhs. how i wish i can be like kungfu dunk n return back to the start of last yr n put everythng rite agn....
perhaps if that really happen, i can take away my darling's sadness, prevent the tip conflicts n backstabbing, take away everyone's unhappiness...
ohmy. this has turned into an emo post :/
i came to shout at 11:56:00 PM