Friday, June 01, 2007
okays im chao screwed now.
i think mum's right afterall.
i have changed.
i have lost my motivation to do things.
i have lost my drive in trying to achieve my goals and targets.
i have lost my direction in life.
i am like super slack when it comes to studies now.
i am super lazy when it comes to piano.
i have become super unmotivated and undecisive.
i dont even know what i want now.
there's something new happening everyday that changes my mindset each time.
i cant even make up my mind.
i wanna start anew but there are just some things i cant let go.
at least not before i clarify or solve them.
i'm drowning.
save me.
i came to shout at 1:43:00 AM