Thursday, January 08, 2004
mans. im nt used 2 gg baq sch agn lors.
feelin so slpy evry sec.
den tomm stil gt chn test. damn.
stil @ da 1st chpt onli.
yea... outta 16 chpts. im xpert sia.
dun feel like studying. rather slp.
recently like abit nt enulf time 2 slp.
dun really hav free afternoons 2 take nap.
monday, accompanied hw 4 trainin on her request.
tuesday, only free day.
wednesday, 3rd lang.
thursday, my group training.
friday, tts tomm, 3rd lang.
really spendin alot of tym @ sj rm recently.
yea.. n seeing my snrs.
den me n hw like kp playin wif da sec3s.
bt now i betta dun b so hyper wif them.
cos of sum XXX reasons.
actually, oso doesnt matter.
aiya... dey play wif me den i play wif them lahs.
im such a gd girl. haha.
ohs. tink im quitting jap liaos.
went 2 da new class on wed.
evrythng lk so strange n new 2 me.
onli rem 4 faces dere.
huijun, xiangling, minkeong n another girl frm my old jap class.
den huijun n xiangling transferin 2 another class too.
cos dey gt npcc on fri. clash wif lesson.
den it'll b like... im e onli stnick girl dere?!?!
n i oso 4got most of da jap stuff i learnt laz yr.
den like evrythng oso more strict n serious.
cannot slack.
dey made us sign a paper wif sum rules on it.
cannot tok when teacher is tokin...
muz hand in work on time wif neat handwritin...
muz raise hand if u wanna say sumthng...
blah blah blah.
all dis is so.... ahem 2 sum1 like me.
i cannot study in a serious environment 1 lors.
muz b like... relax n fun. n sum rm 2 slack.
yea... too serious wil make me scared. make me stress.
anw, if i really buay ta han aft mebbe 1 or 2 lessons leh, i'll hand in withdrawal form.
abit sad lahs. survived 1 whole yr liaos. onli 2 giv up now.
used 2 tink tt i can survive until sec4.
bt all dis juz seemed so impossible nows.
disappointed in myself reallys. haiz.
i came to shout at 9:11:00 PM
